Day 11: Something you always think “What if…” about.
When I was a little kid, when I heard about dad’s life
story. Due to Doraemon’s influence about time machine that time. I wonder what if
I could back in time. And, be the one that can support and raise him both
emotional and financially after Great-Grandma passed away when he was 8.
It was a silly thought when I was a kid. If that really happened,
what kind of future that I have? Do I have to go through what Marty McFly has been
through in Back to Future series? I think surefire I won’t see dad that I know
because his strengths came from his struggles and hardship that life offers.
That also happened when I listen to history lecture when I
was in elementary school. Especially about September 30th Movement
happened, when the heroes were captured and tortured. What if I was there and
help release them before they were tortured and together with them take out the
enemies with all-out-attack? So, they didn’t have to suffer. When mission
accomplished I will disappear mysteriously.
Sure. Sometimes having “What if…” is nice.
But, if I want something to change, simply dreaming alone
will not do it, action also needed in reach something that I wanted. What
shaped me into who I am now is the past, but past is the past, present is here
and what will happen in the future will base on what I do in present.
So, to answer the question. One of my “what if” that I
always think about is:
I want to do something that can make my parents proud of.
Started from a little thing.
what if apa ya? hoooo bagaimana jika meteor besar jatuh ke bumi terus membuat kerusakan dimana2 termasuk tsunami, I can't imagine
ReplyDeleteWah, bener-bener gawat tuh mbak Evrina. Kalau itu sampai kejadian, misi mbak Ev buat menghijaukan bumi lewat tulisan bisa terancam dong...
DeleteHmm... What if I don't meet him. Maybe my life wouldn't be the same. In other way, I am blessed to meet him, who now is my hubby tee-hee.
ReplyDeleteSyukurlah. Ikutan seneng dengernya. Semoga langgeng yak sampai kakek nenek kayak Carl & Ellie XD
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