Day 19: Discuss your first love.
When I went to High School, I chose go to school with mostly
where my friends belong. It’s also one of big mistakes because:
1. Mostly friends that I know were assigned in different
class.
2. As time goes by, middle school friends already have their
own world and new friends.
That time we were still staying in touch, but it is not the
same anymore, I felt alone and abandoned. I usually spent my time with walking
around the school or simply reading a comic book in the corner of schoolyard.
Then, I met that person.
If my memory not fail me, I remember that it was the first
year. I know her when I accidentally saw her through the class window from
afar. Doing a music practice. She’s a part of a band and she is the drummer.
She has a long hair, oftentimes her hair was tied and she’s always
wearing glasses.
Secretly, I look at that person every chance that I had, but
I am too shy.
I just want to be friend with her.
And, I never thought it would be so hard to just start to
say, “hello”.
“Hi, my name is Harry, nice to meet you. What is your name?”
Sadly, that word left unspoken.
Long story short, time passes…
And, I never see that person again.
I don’t know what the feeling that I had that time was. It
was counted as first love? Maybe not. That time I was known as socially inept,
who having hard time to made friends and started conversations.
Looking back, it’s funny to think that we are the same
person and yet so different. Maybe I was attracted to something that she had.
No. Not boobs. She is energetic, socially savvy and seems to enjoy her life.
Something that I don’t have yet.
Now.
“Hi, my name is Harry. Nice to meet you. What’s your name?”
And, their response just like:
I have a boyfriend.
Well, aku sih belum pernah jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama. Yang aku tahu, kita tidak akan pernah terbiasa patah hati. :)
ReplyDeleteSetuju dengan yang Ron bilang. Sampai bisa menemukan orang yang tepat, setidaknya bakal gitu ya ^^
Deletefirst love saya itu sama guru ngaji tapi bertepuk sebelah tangan *kasian deh lu* gak terlupakan tuh soalnya pertama banget suka sama orang
ReplyDelete*angguk* Nggak enak banget kalau bertepuk sebelah tangan ya, mbak. Tapi, nggak apa-apa mbak Ev. Setidaknya karena itu mbak Evrina khan jadi bisa ketemu sama masnya sekarang dan mbak jadi punya cerita buat anak cucu kelak hihihi....
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